This morning something changed, I was looking for trails near the new place and couldn't find anything. I said "screw it Ill pick a random trail and just run". What I got was one of the best trails and runs that I have had in a long time. I have run tons of trails but something was different today, the crisp fall like air and the view of a lake made it a very peaceful run. I would take my watch with me but it seemed I would forget all about it and never felt it vibrate when I hit every mile mark. It was almost a zen like run, all I remember was the beauty of the trails. I was back to my old self, I was laughing and having fun, in fact I saw a squirrel and turned into a kid. I yelled "squirrel!!!" and sprinted after it.
It was only a five mile run but everything was perfect. My blood sugar stayed in range and was nearly perfect all day long. With the thoughts of going back to an insulin pump on my mind after a day like today I have to ask myself why am I even thinking about it. I have given myself a month to make a decision, right now a pump isn't looking like it will be in my future. For the short term injections will do and I will be looking for more races in the coming weeks.