As I mentioned I was a little angry with my blood sugars while riding. That anger has not left yet. Before going on a little rant, I want to let people know that they should not worry and that what I say will NEVER happen, I'm very very happy with my life as a whole and would never change a thing. I'm human and have bad days, it happens to all of us. While watching the news this evening I started to think why am I doing this? Why do I ride my bike all the time? What will it get me, sure it keeps me in great shape but I'm never going to do anything more than ride around New England in rides for charity. My body hurts and I'm exhausted. I have been in bed at nine all week and up at 5am. I feel like going out and drinking and being an idiot with some friends.
As I said it's just a bad day, it happens. I don't see me giving up on my second chance at life anytime soon. I've come too far and now I have people that look up to me. I will continue to work my butt off for them and that special "Rose" I'll end with a nice little quote from one of my favorite movies, Rudy.
Who cares what kind of job I did if it doesn't produce results? It doesn't mean
I think you'll find that it will.