Tomorrow will be my first trip back to a Patriots game since I started to take care of myself and the truth is I'm a little nervous. I have nothing but bad memories from those games, yes the company was fun but the rest of it makes me sick when I think about it. For the past few years I have been trying to change everything in my life so nothing remains from when I was "sick". I don't want to remember anything from when I wasn't taking care of myself. For example I was a huge Red Sox fan before I got sick, I'd go to a lot of games and do the same thing I did at Patriots games. I'd enjoy the game but I'd feel sick the whole time I was at a game. Slowly I taught myself to dislike the Red Sox and slowly began following the Pirates. Why the Pirates? I'm not exactly sure but for the past three years I have enjoyed following them. Plus they're building quite the team around MVP candidate Andrew Mccutchen. I have made the same changes with a lot of things in my life, I want to forget the past and start over.
Tomorrow will be an interesting day, I know that everything will go a lot better but at the same time I'll be remembering how bad it was before. I'm excited to see a Broncos victory but I'm more excited to spend the afternoon with a great group of guys and hopefully have a great day of blood sugars.