Then I have days like today that make me feel like something is really wrong. For the entire month of July I have been exhausted, I don't know if it is work and life taking its toll. I have taken naps after work lately, I haven taken a nap after work since before my surgery and not taking care of myself. This morning when I returned home from work I headed right to bed, I slept a good eight to nine hours the night before. When I awoke around noon I returned to work to check a few things and then went for a bike ride. As I rode early on I felt great, towards the end of the ride I felt like garbage. My legs hurt and I was tired again. This was a simple one hour ride, not something I should be sore or tired from. At church this evening I had a good ten minutes where I was sweating and in a daze, nothing major but enough to worry me. My wife and I decided to grab dinner after church and I was not myself. I wanted to be happy and have fun but my body wanted no part of it, I'm not sure how to describe how I acted but I will say it was like I was consciously sedated. When we returned home I laid in bed and the feeling returned.
My blood sugars have been normal all day and for most of July, I don't know if tonight was just an off day or if something is going on. I don't know what is going on but I'm getting to the point where I want to have blood taken and to be tested for everything imaginable. Tomorrow I'm positive that I will be awake at 6am and feel great and ready for the day. This feeling comes and goes but I'd love to know if it is just life or something more.