As I have always said in my narcissistic way, physically I can handle the twenty miles, it is the mental side that I'm worried about. Tomorrow will hurt, I will want to stop but quitting is not an option. I have quit on things to much in my life, in the past five years however I have never quit. Life has had its share of tough times in five years but quitting was never an option. If it was I would have quit on life five years ago when I was close to losing Leanne and everything in my life. Running twenty miles will be easier than coming back from surgery and easier than getting my diabetes under control. This paragraph has me very motivated, I want to run right now!!! I need these thoughts to be present around 10am when I'm at mile 12.
When it comes to my diabetes I have everything planned out perfectly, I just have to execute the plan. I would like to be around 160 at mile 5 just over forty minutes in to my run, at mile ten a blood sugar of 140 at the 1:30 mark, at mile 15 I hope to be around the 140 mark again. When I finally finish I'd like to be around 130 and close to three hours. That is the plan, I doubt things will go as planned but I believe everything will go very smoothly. I have carb loaded all week and had great blood sugars all week. All that left is the run!!!